Deep, deep, deep down in my heart,
An unexplainable pain, an unreachable part.
Seems like a cage with a keyless lock,
Which then forced me to be as hard as a rock.
‘Cause what would you expect? What would I do?
When I let myself have fun, what did you do?
Yes, you grieve in my sorrow and I cling onto you,
But during my joy, I couldn’t find you.
You kept telling me this, teaching me that,
Wanting me to comply with a removed hat.
Did you even ask me what’s my side of the story?
Was the value of my voice ever reached your worry?
The love I’m dreaming, I thought you can’t give,
But reality’s different than what I conceive.
You became what I thought you can’t be.
Unfortunately, just not with me.
Weep, weep, weep out all my heart.
What should I do? Where should I start?
I’ve worked hard, contradicting all lies,
Yet no matter what I do, nothing will suffice.
Now here I am, losing my hope.
Can’t find a way on how to cope.
Sliding constantly on a plain slope.
Should I just hang on on that waiting rope?
Does anyone can even hear my cry,
Though I can’t voice it out, even through a sigh?
Even in a mountain, I might just be a stiff.
If I can’t shout it out, should I just jump off the cliff?
I kept thinking, I kept dreaming,
Soon my life would stop crushing,
Or maybe, I am just hallucinating.
Can an overdose stop my overthinking?
“Keep, keep, keep this in your heart,”
That’s the truth talking out my lies, “You’re still a work of art.
Don’t let the pain cut through your wrist.
Yet, let all the gain conquer your list.”
